Again

Here I am again again again again again... you know what I mean?
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I think so! I explain it.

Here I am! I am always where I am right now... here!

again
I'm here again, same place, another time! again

again
I'm here again, same place, another time! again - sucks

again
Another deja vu, I hate things come over and over again.


again
It comes over and over again, it makes me curse it! again


AGAIN!
I hate this! I can't give it away, it defines me! Why? Because I never fought it, or I did, but lost against myself!
Or started to late! People see me like that! Again, this is who I am always.
Not what I should be! Can I break it? Is there life beyond again?

I have seen it! I only can come, when I open up for the change and ask for help! Someone I trust!
I have someone who knows me better than I do. My father! My father in heaven! He created me and I know he's doing the right stuff with me! I opened up to him, now I trust him, now he can begin his work!
I need to stay in this friendship, that I can keep trusting him!

Try yourself!
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Just invite him by asking him to show up and then believe! He will do the rest!
Two things can happen...
first: Nothing... you didn't do anything wrong!
second: Something... He will show up and you know he's real!